The continuation of the previous post.
Due to the treatment I was getting from my classmates….i began building protective shells around me.
I tried not to anything which could make me a prey to their….comments.
A young girl I was..of 9……..and had to face so much.something which I wasn’t used to….
This wisdom…..being worldly wise….it actually was new for me.
There was a certain girl..called..N***
She always gave true opinions…. about ..how you read , how you sing, how you speak……oh many many more…..
I have already mentioned..Kashmira shah and Sambhavna seth.. remember??
I was scared of speaking to her.
Because..I was so very simple and could not judge and speak…..what could not lead her to a rude reply.
But would she leave me…..??
No she never did…..
And the most surprising thing is this girl also criticized my parents.
At that time..I felt how stupid i didn’t give her two tight slaps.
But now after years and years…I feel…..I was different….
It is not always necessary that we protest…..
Actually protest could also have disturbed me….a guilt feeling … a sense of wrong..could have haunted me.
I faced many more things….
But that doesn’t matter……what matters is how those things changed me..
The change in me……..
When people face criticisms..they become strong and resistant towards it.
But the change in me was just the opposite.
I became sensitive. Not only about myself…but also about others.
I am always careful what other’s would feel if i do this or say this or write this…
yeah sometimes mistakes do happen…..unintentionally
and this is one reason I stopped taking non-veg.
When I hurt anyone…..I feel guilty…..So I try my best not to do so….
yeah sometimes you do hurt people…but only at times..when truth is bitter.
Its not about saying lies…..its about seeing the better things….
This was a small part of my school life…..
yeah I had good friends..later…..i mean when I reached high school….but till then I was learning how people are…..or how they could behave.
I’d just say……..my parents……and my spiritual inclination……helped me out ….and prevented me from getting into depression…..
ps:) I’d write more of such incidents in the coming posts……….
🙂 Sorry posting ..a day early 😛
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